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"Why? Is it because I’m that girl? The girl who you know will be there for you when you royally fuck up. The one who will forgive you, even though every cell in my body is screaming at me not to. I've tired to let you go but it just doesn't seem to make things better. Matter a fact things get worse when I do. So please tell me what I should do with you, because I can't seem to grasp everything that’s going on between us. One minute were together the next your yelling and I'm throwing every word in the book at you. It’s unhealthy so unless one of us changes we can’t do this. I wont do this."

You just said it. You won't do it anymore. No more taking less than you deserve. No more waiting. No more half assed apologizes from either of you. Your right there. You just haven't cut the cord yet. You haven't made the call. 

It's like sitting on a fence ready to jump over it and at the last minute you look back. That second you take to look back is all it takes to ruin every bold move you were about to make. You were so close. Yet you couldn't do it without looking back to think just maybe. 

Honestly that 'just maybe' isn't worth the second glance. You know how this goes. You've been through it before, don't act like you don't know how this is going to play out. You go back and forth even though you know nothing changes. The hot and cold thing you guys have going on has been happening for far too long. You know it, that's why your on this fence. You wouldn't be here otherwise. 

It's a tough call. I get that. Maybe your really just not ready yet to throw in the towel and jump off this fence. Maybe you just don't think its right to walk away just yet. That's perfectly okay. Just know that when the time comes you need to do it. Don't make excuses. Don't think 'just maybe'. 

And if your on that fence, ready to jump off, then jump. There is so much in store for you. 

This fence is a nice safe middle ground but you said it yourself "We can't do this. I won't do this" Make the last call. Drop the curtains. Close the book. Use whatever analogy you want to use. Just do it!


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